Alana I have recently met lots of people that know u and in a place you had a very big influence I am so proud to be able to say u taught me and I can say u were the best manager ever X I am also on the path that u said i would be fantastic at X I got the courage to do it Alana and you were so right X u were my friend as well as my manager X I still have your purple mug that I use and I even have a herbal tea X I miss you telling me about the universe and saying "come on lovey" X

For the past three years when I thought of you all I could see and feel was pain from the loss of you. Something has shifted recently and I have been able to let in the memories, the love, the laughter and the tears. I've been able to remember you - not as you left us but as you were - the beautiful, kind, generous, giving, witty, cheeky little chops. You still remain firmly by my side even though you are not here in person anymore. Trusting you as always to show me the way.